These Bittersweet Goodbyes

Another Tragedy: 'My292'

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 13:00:58 GMT

It's has been a long time i since blogged.

I will make my posts shorter for now.

Nothing's going to change?

Yeah...and you..

I don't really wanna hear anything from your bloody mouth...

Fuck.

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 12:54:20 GMT

I miss what's around me nowadays. Maybe.

WHY THE FUCK SHOULD WE CARE.

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 16:20:54 GMT

FRIENDS ARE WHOLE LIAR BITCHES.

YEAH BITCH ME.

I'M CLOSING THIS BLOG.

DON'T ASK ME FUCKING FAGGOT QUESTIONS. I'M CLOSING MEANS I'M CLOSING. FAGGOTS.

Surveyyyy

Sat, 26 May 2007 16:04:07 GMT

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- No. 1 (Enhanced Remix version) by BoA

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOURPERSONALITY?
- Passion by Se7en

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Begin by TVXQ (Uh...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Winter Love by BoA (WHAT?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Forever (Chinese version) by Junjin feat Linda (.....==;;stupid)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Endless Moment by Super Junior (I was thinking of Rokkug

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Sharin no Shita by Art-School (Haha lol..coolie)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- Because I'm A Girl by Kiss (Whoa..it matches though..)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
- Rokkuguh by Super Junior T (YEAAAY! THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUTTTT!!)

]WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
- Wedding by SG WANNABE (NOO! I don't think of my friends getting married..and oh..wait..MIDORI XD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Happy Birthday to You you by Yui (HUH??..OK..)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Kono yono shirushi (music box) by BoA (haha this tune plays my life tune..)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Black Glasses by Eru (Haha totally emo..and random)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- The Sun in Our hearts by Shinhwa (Haha lol not bad..)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Forever With You by Sung Shi Kyung (will that happen?...I doubt..)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- One (Japanese version) by TVXQ (SO....SLOW...==)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Nat Gat Eun ..SOMETHING by Suju T (WHAT...THAT'S SO...GOD..)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Soundscape by BoA (haha..lol XD)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- Lady Galaxy by BoA (LOL..HAHA..I AM SO SCARED OF LADEH GALAXAY..)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- No more make me sick by BoA (Haha so true..)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Death Moon by O2 Media INC (HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA)

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?
- Jewel Song by BoA (UMM not the thought I WAS THINKING..)

FUCK THOSE IDIOTS.

Sat, 26 May 2007 12:51:56 GMT

Oh yeah sure, if you ever READ MY BLOG or happen to drop by. FUCK YOU.

I mean, get a life lar you hideous idiots. Like you look so handsome in all sorts of angles.

I mean get a mirror and look at yourself. Your ugly pig face describes best about you. Oh AND do I ever tell you how disgusted we feel everytime you bite your pen? U lick your eraser? You disrespect teachers who are trying to tell you things that you shouldn't. We're all sick of all.

You have no right to fuck about others, telling others HOW FUCKING annoyed YOU ARE.

Oh and guess what.

I'M FUCKING ANNOYED AT THE WAY YOU PUT YOUR WORDS. You think you're so great but hell, think indirectly. You're indirectly hurting others. No wonder why teachers complained so much about you. Sure, you helped us out a lot of times...but IS THE WAY YOU TREAT THE NOMINEES? I mean they have feelings too and if you ever EVER PUT YOUR NAME UP THERE, I TELL YOU, I'LL BE THE FIRST PERSON TO BULLSHIT ABOUT YOU. AND yeah, I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A DAMN.

No one is perfect. No one is perfect. No one is perfect.

You fucking say that all the time. And do you fucking get the term? ....NO.

If no one's perfect, is there a point of studying? If no one is perfect, do we fucking care?

To those people. WHOEVER APPLIES THAT, YOU'RE JUST FUCKING AMATEUR.

Even if we don't get perfect scores or perfect this and that, but..
it's you that determine that perfection. IT'S NOT BY JUDGING THE OUTCOME.

JUST TAKE A LOOK, REVISE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, THINK ABOUT THE PROGRESS NOT THE OUTCOME. I TOLD PEOPLE MANY TIMES BUT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND...NOO...

Who the hell cares if they call you a nerd or leave you out, you got your life and they got urs. WHy do you fucking care?

Only you can make that difference. Not others, but you. If you know..if you say..I KNOW I KNOW..then just do it. Strive harder. You may not see me study sometimes but hell, I revise too.

Just don't try and be so fucking smart, telling others no one is perfect and we all tend to make mistakes..

But remember.

If you apply this term "no one is perfect" everyday...will that improve you?

Like one silly maths question. You got it wrong. And you keep saying..."alah..it's okie lar..one mistake only, no one is perfect."

TRUE. WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES. BUT..IF YOU KEEP APPLYING THAT TERM..AND YOUR MISTAKES WILL KEEP REPEATING AND REPEATING AND THE NUMBER WILL INCREASE.

If you make a mistake, don't say everyone makes mistakes, no one is perfect. Tell yourself, to assure yourself, to not make the same mistake again. I know I'm not that kind of person, but I have changed my way of life. DON'T TRY. YOU TRY AND TRY..YOU'LL GET WHAT? FUCKING LAST MINUTE WORK.

TELL YOURSELF. WITH DETERMINATION. THAT YOU WILL DO IT. YOU CAN DO IT. KEEP TRYING AND DO BETTER.

No one is perfect. I fuck that quote. We all tend to make mistakes, not because no one is perfect. But we will have to learn them in a period of time, and not make those mistakes again.

Whoever reads this, just remember. Think about the process not the outcome. Or in simpler words. Don't think what it's gonna be in the end, think about the study, think about the facts when you study. Comprehend everything and you're ready to go. I'm sick of people calling me nerds and stuffs. But guess what? I DON'T FUCKING CARE.

Die you faggots.

My exam results were..

Sat, 26 May 2007 04:21:48 GMT

Oh goshies. My exam results were so far, overall okay I guess. Just need, English, KH and umm..BM (which I higly doubt I can score that one..)

My results so far :

History: 82
Geography: 89
Maths: 98
Science: 90

Oh well, there was a mistake in the exam paper for history so yeah, tambah 2 marks loh. Haha not bad not bad. Oh well, I think my maths and geo and science are distinctions? Oh well, in waiting for three subjects more.

But still, you think I should buck up? Oh well..stupid maths. If I labelled the stupid title and the 1 cm...I could have gotten 100 for overall maths. 58/60..it's so gay..of course, I would cry for this mark..

Haha, yesterday was the last day of school babeh!! But hell, there would be extra classes for next week. I mean..WTF..we all need a break. AND I HELL UNDERSTAND IF PMR IS COMING BUT WE ALL NEED REST.

Sigh, another holiday ruined without my maple. Or LIneage..or even Last Chaos...O2JAMMING...T____T...*cries*

I shall go O2 jam today then. Haha, oh and I have another extra class with Mr. Chiew for science. Oh well...hopefully Midori~boo comes ^__^;; She skipped malay yesterday because she was having high fever...T___________________________T

BOOO HOO.. BoO YOU MIDORI...=/

Hahaha, and yes the one who wrote the book of love iss....~~*cought..nelson*~~

Hopefully someone doesn't kill me for this...haha

Okie then, I wanna go and have some fun with the Maple before I TAKE MY LEAVE.

BOOM BABY.

FCUKED UP.

Thu, 24 May 2007 12:47:09 GMT

FCUKED UP.

GEO..MORAL..KH

Mon, 21 May 2007 13:29:35 GMT

DON'T WE LOVE THESE SUBJECTS..

WHATEVER LAR..STUPID EDUCATING SYSTEM

WHAT THE SHIT YOU TRYING TO GIVE US.

whatever, i wanna be the next minister of education. eat dust, asswipes. ==;;

you're a pig and definitely you are.

ICON BATTLE. And this blog is just not only for lame ramblings.

Sun, 20 May 2007 11:19:10 GMT

YES. I AM HAVING AN ICON BATTLE. WHOEVER WANTS TO JOIN. PLEASE CONTACT ME RIGHT NOW.

Haha and then again. If you're interested. Here are the details.

ICON BATTLE

COLOUR AND HIGHLIGHTS (according to someone's terms..)

Each contestant have to sumbit at least 4 icons, in a way it's newly done in a set. (Like one banner any size but big enough to hold 4 icons) And of course you have write who you're battling with and the round no. you're at. And yes, it's a private and it's for the fun of it. If you don't wanna join be that way then ;)

THEME: Jae Joong {round one}

We'll drift away.

Sun, 20 May 2007 10:40:47 GMT

I don't want you guys to tell me what to do.

Apart from that, I'm not a toy as you can see.

You think it's funny but hell not, look around you.

I'm sick and tired of those times when you don't seem to understand.
Times when u think I'm laughing but I'm not.
Sure enough, I'm not someone so great to you. I'm just merely being so..comprehensive.
But can you comprehend my thoughts?

Can you see what I can't see?
Am I so stupid to you?

Am I so offensive and a bite stinger that makes you go cuckoo?

Hell, think again asshole.

What makes you think I'm such a stuck up.
How about you? Sucker. You're just a suck up with the word loser printed all over yourself.
I've been written with insult everytime.

What makes you so special?

You can just go fucking die.

I don't care where you written your privacy.
I don't give a shit on where you place..

It same goes to all you freaking bitches out there. I'm not a toy for good and definitely not a play maker who can do miracles. Miracles..DON'T BOUNCE OFF LIKE THAT.

oh and then what do you do?

YOU WORK HARD FREAK.

it doesn't fit in a bit. You're just fucking way..annoying. I hate you for all that means.

They say you're the best present anyone could get..but hell, you're a nightmare to the feast.

you don't tell me what to do..cause I'm me.

that's what you fucking said and I shall quote your statement.

Mind you, I know where I

stand. How about you

don't

TELL me what to do and

it's settled.

SURVEY

Sat, 19 May 2007 15:29:09 GMT

1. Who was the last person you held
hands with?
-No one..

2. At what time do you go to sleep?
- haha later much later than that..

3. How many times have you spoken
French?
- WHAT..gila.

4. Have you ever drunk milk straight
out of the carton?
- Haha..when I was angry..haha yes I am weird..

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
- Spelling bee is so lame

7. How fast can you type?
- Hahah..wanna bet?

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
- Sometimes..i guess..

9. Eye color?
- brown

11. The worst ex you've had?
- You don't wanna know..and no I don't do love

12. Do you miss anyone?
- My is sister..truthfully

13. Are you drinking anything right
now?
- water

15. Can you hula hoop?
- yep..i can but well..i don't like the idea of the shaking ass

16. Are you good at keeping secrets?
- haha..whaddya think i'm made for?

17. What do you want for ChristmaS?
- my sister and my fcuking..ipod.

18. Do you know the Muffin Man?
- yeah. you put a blueberry topping on it and i'll eat it. word.

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
- Hahaha..maybe?

20. Who wrote the book of love?
- ~~nelson~~ *cough*

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
- Haha..cheerleading

23. Do you consider yourself
successful?
- oh, you don't know the definition of successful in me..WORD.

24. How many people are on your contact
list of your cell?
- ......i don't have one. ARE U RUBBING IT TO MY FACE?

25. Have you ever asked for a pony?
- once. but i thought it looked so ridiculous.

26. Plans for tomorrow?
- study. haha for the first time

28. Missing someone now?
- no. my game that is

31. How are you feeling today?
- GAME...

32. Are you happy?
- GAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

33 What are you looking forward to?
- One word: GAME

34 Have you ever crawled through a
window?
- Haha..that...was a long story

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
- who would...YOU?

38. Can you handle the truth?
- Handle me in..

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
- I like the green and ham part.

40. What 3 things you always bring with
you to places?
- myself, myself, my mum

42. Do you like or have a crush on
anyone right now?
- yuck

43. How many kids do you plan to have?
- 123..lol..i don't wanna thrash my life

44. What do you do when no one is
watching?
- game game game game

46. Do you talk to yourself?
- aah funny...yes..

47. Is there something you want that
you can't have?
- my sister

48.Three physical features of the
opposite sex that you first notice?
- hair, smile, personality check

49.Who are you thinking about right
now?
- my sister, my life, my exam

50. Who did you last hug?
- no one

51. Where is your phone?
- IF YOU'RE SAYING HANDPHONE..GO...TO...HELL.

52. What was the last thing you ate?
- cake

53. Who was the last person who made
you cry?
- dad..stupid faggot.

54. wut is ur fave colour?
- greeen! pump your seladang spirit!

55. What was the last movie you
watched?
- death note.

56. What song do you currently hear?
- wait for you by eilliot

57. What do you want to do?
- GAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DIE YOU FAGGOT!

haha that was random

Tell me the reasons why I don't give a shit.

Sat, 19 May 2007 06:39:46 GMT

Alright. I don't really care now. I got some time to revise..? And I'm just plain lazy. Hoenstly, I think today was so crappy.

DEFINE ME.

define your gravity.

History...

Fri, 18 May 2007 08:48:14 GMT

I don't wanna talk about it. Today was a bummer. Can't help it.

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
...Langkah mengukur jarak dengan menggunakan pembaris: (from geo textbook :D)

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
I touch my monitor screen :)! Whoopee!!

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I just got home from school and now doing this..

Without looking, guess what time it is:
4.35 pm?
.
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
4.32 pm...*DANG SO CLOSE!*
.
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
From the car. Was cursing about my history paper..
.
Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
I went to check out my friend's blog and got this. but other than that, I was at Maplesea.
.
What are you wearing?
a green t-shirt (haha seladang~!) Bino boutiques (Lol) and OP pants. (Love them..)

What are you wearing?
You word blind or something?
.
When did you last laugh?
Um...I was playing a game with Andrea. Haha, it was funny.

What are on the walls you are in?
Umm..a line of Mac D post cards written "I'M LOVIN' IT" and yes indeed :)
.
Seen anything weird lately?
The blueberry muffin O___O (it's a long story..)
.
What do you think of this quiz?
Lame...no wait..Lame is ME :)

What is the last film you saw?
I don't know..I think it was, Back From the Future? I know it's lame..Oh hey, I feel like watching Spiderman and Pirates of the Carribean =) YESSS must watch!!
.
Tell me something about you that I don't know
Hahah..do u really want to know?

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Oh okay, I want those fcuking losers of the Ministry of Education to step right up to me and make me slap their faces. WHAT THE HELL were they even thinking giving us crap and shit...and making us re-do EVERY SINGLE THING AND MAKING IT PERFECT. And other than that, I want the world, filled with..sadistic-ness..haha..pure sadist but hey, it's what we do ;)

Do you like to dance?
Hum. Hum. Hum. Yes I do. I love dancing :)
.
George Bush:
he's a sucker for a good reason. president of america. boo-ness.
.
Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I don't know why but..suddenly, Hiro came in..O_O
.
Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Michael. NELSON :)
.
Would you ever consider living abroad
Haha yep. I wanna go tokyo, because I am going to miss..SOMEONE..
.
What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Oh you must be that sadist who goes off blackmailing people.." Haha..lol kidding
.
Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal
Midori, Silvian, Natalie, Leo?, Ann, Catherine

Come on..this is a stress reliever, you do the math. Basically..now..the countdown..

science&bm
history&art

Geography..O__O

KH O____________________o

MORAL? :)

Maths ==;;

English...=_________=;;

GMA <3 GAYA MESTI ADA :)

Countdown

Thu, 17 May 2007 10:49:47 GMT

~~SCIENCE AND BM~~ *over!*

HISTORY. Gaah...

BUMMER..yeah..super Bummer.

Tue, 15 May 2007 10:47:01 GMT

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH SCHOOL?

I got detention and hell, was I so freaking pissed.

I mean...how the fuck did I get that? *i didn't pass up my book!*

Ok, you wanna know the real story behind it? So yeah, so called friend borrowed my frwaking books and I was like..looking for it till today she gave me the book./ I mean...WTF..it's my book. And yeah I couldn't find my karangan 1...and when she announced I had detention..I FOUND BACK MY FREAKING BOOK.

I hate the world that time. I was like..going to cry frustration. So, I did a quick one *with the workboom I had* And handed it the damn thing to the damn teacher. She wasn't there..so no...pink slip. WHATEVER LAR. I finished it and I don't care anymore.

Exam. Haha one day to go...woohoo...JOY.

And yeah thinking back abt the stupid mail u sent me, fuck lar woman. To hell bitch.

The best part? My mum got me a sexy pencilbox! Not the best adjective to describe but hell I love it. Thanks mum =D But I'm still going to use the one u sew for me so don't go to all that trouble to buy me a fresh one. I love you for not how much you earn. I love you for what you are and how you have brought me up...

I feel like the only child. I like being one. I mean yeah..I do have a sister. Whatever..

I'm going to miss...many in my life

Crap. Bananas.

Haha random.

Something to fill by cheap ass time.

Mon, 14 May 2007 11:37:43 GMT

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE

Name : Serena Tan

Birth Date : 16 January

Current Status : Single

Eye Colour : Brown

Right or lefty : Right

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE

My Heritage : Chinese

My Fears : On losing to someone

My Weaknesses : History O___O

My Perfect Pizza : dot dot dot

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

My thoughts first waking up : That bitch

My bedtime : Nocturnal

My most missed memory : When I left my sister.

LAYER 4 : MY PICK

Pepsi or Coke : None :)

McDonald's or Burger King : Mac D

Single or grouped dates : Single

Adidas or Nike!" Addidas

Tea or Nestea: Does it make any difference

Chocolate or Vanilla : Vanilla

Cappuccino or Coffee : coffee

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...

Smoke : NO

Curse : Read my blog damn it.,

Take a shower : Dont' wee all?

Have a crush : Eew..

Think you've been in love : What?

Go to school : School reaks and by now, u should know I am going to school..

Want to get married : Yuck..

Believe in yourself : Yeah. Don't wee all?

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST

Drank alcohol : Only a bit.

Gone to the mall : Duh

Been on stage : Umm for speech

Eaten sushi : Yeah

Dyed your hair : Once

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game : Lol, in the bathroom.. HEY NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT

LOVIN YOU. Cheap.

Mon, 14 May 2007 11:25:49 GMT

I heard Lovin You yesterday by TVXQ yesterday after the download. Excitement was turned into sheer disappointment.

WHY? WHY don't you .like it?

I didn't enjoy it. Really, it's cheap, plain and are you very sure it's a ballad? I think it's plain.

But hey, if i OFFENDED anyone in this, don't blame me, I have nothing against them. I love them really. I am their fan but as fans, I have rights to comment too. Don't we all? So dont' come here and start bashing me. The song, is purely disambigous and so much positive thatthey can sing another better song. And if anyone even wants to bash me....go ahead. Fuck you who tries to read this post it in someother forums and all.

Listen, I know this is not the only song I'm going to complain but overall, the song was okay. LISTEN..okay. I just didn't enjoy it much like Proud or Begin. If you are a treu TVXQ fan, surely, you can't say all of them are good. I mean the song not them. I didn't like Chang Min's voice in there. Please..

They can do so much better. If they know it themselves, then it's just fair enough.

Maybe it's because I downloaded the Rip fromt eh 2nd tour concert but..upon hearing it, I was pretty..not satisfied.

Exam is in two days. Fcuk.

I hate the world.

Today=BUMMER.

I hate today. I seriously hate today. Life is not meaningless. If it is, i'll be rolling on the floor with agony. And it's about it when you can start crying with blood dripping down slowly AND choke someone till their necks turn black and blue. And HELL YEAH, if you mother fcukers ever tell me what to do with my life or how to live it, SHUT YOUR FCUKING MOUTH UP.

YEAH THAT WOULD BE SO MUCH APPRECIATED. Don't let others hear your motherfucking comments all over.

And yeah, look who's talking..bitch.

You're seriously a bitch.

Don't you have a life to live? You got yours and I got mine. Did I ever did anything wrong to you? WTF..fucker.
You're a babi. A freaking fat, gemuk, babi.

I hate you, you mother fucka.
Yeah and you can go crying to your mum and like How I CARE about your status. Perhaps, one day, you caN GO AND ROT IN HELL, though I don't even believe if there's hell and heaven But still...GO AHEAD.

ROT IN THIS EARTH AND LET THE WORLD SEE YOUR SQUASHED FLAT UGLY FACE. BITCH.

WHOLEFILLED BITCHES+CHEAPASS SONG

IN ALL SUMS UP TOO.

FUCK THE WORLD.

EMO GRAPHICS..so called..

Sun, 13 May 2007 16:10:54 GMT

Title: Imposter
Done by: Midori Kiyosumi (hearrrrrrttt <33)
Genre: Angst
Comment: IMPOSTER! Haha, nice concept..

Title: Tainted Memory
Done by: Midori Kiyosumi
Genre: Angst, Bloody
Comment: Ooh, I like this one but maybe the girl's head is a little..umm out of proportion? But the effects rocks..

Title: Lady Glaxy
Done by: Midori Kiyosumi..
Genre: EMO?
Comments: That's emo? But I love this graphic best O__O..

HAHAHA PLEASE SEND IN MORE OF UR EMO GRAPHICS PPL!!

We...

Fri, 11 May 2007 15:49:34 GMT

We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life

so..why do we exist?

How did we...came to know existence?

Fri, 11 May 2007 15:33:54 GMT

You tell me about it.

Why do we exist? I am a free thinker. I don't believe in all sorts of religion or God....but I believe..in this..quote from Switchfoot. It's not really a quote..just lyrics..

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

I know being too positive and too negative are equally bad, but balance the equation please. 50 good, 50 bad. What would that do to you?

Why are we here if we all doubt our own existence and becoming? Why doubt when you can find out through this stream of life that passes by.

We don't live...to...all those that you face, problems, relationships..heartbreaking moments, breakthrough...

We live to much more than that.

Don't you see that sun submerging deep into the pits? And the moon rises to the orbit..and it shines neverendingly..

I don't believe in our eternal existence but I DO believe that..we are here..for more than just anything else...

Like a quest, we were meant to discover..our own inner soul..and as of it..we were meant to live for so much more than you think..

FISH..

Wed, 09 May 2007 15:45:21 GMT

Stupid LJ, RESIZED MY BEAUTIFUL MESSAGE!

ah well..enjoy life while u eat your pants :)

O M G

Wed, 09 May 2007 15:43:32 GMT

O
M
G

O= OH
M= MY
G= GRILLS!! :) XD!

I so rock don't i? Yes I know I do..and i know you do know that i know what you know is equal to what we both know and we both know that i know what you know better than what i know than you to know..

Don't we all know that sometimes we love becoming a prodigy? And yes, we all know that.

cause we're fcuking high.
and yes I heart my fish stakes.

What month?

Wed, 09 May 2007 11:56:34 GMT

Yeah. I've been wondering...

What month..would I know..

There's nothing to lose...

Because it's just..you and me...together we unite.
But it wasn't for your kind loving nature, I would have died craving for your love.

You get my head spinning sometimes..and it's the fact that you were always here for me.

There's nothing to lose...

It's you and me..only.

Tonight, we will roam these cities together. When we touch...when everything turns over...

We'll find ourselves...together
and forever.

Someday you'll see. One day you'll realize. That all of this..are just lies.
We'll fly.

together

MAN

Sun, 06 May 2007 16:42:58 GMT

we're helium high Y'ALL!!

TODAY WAS LIKE..HELIUM BABEH! THE FACT THAT EVERYONE WAS SO LAME!!!!

LATE BUT FUN.

Tomorrow's school...

AH BUMMERRRRRRR!!

fish those motha f*ckers..

Hmm...balloons is stuck in my head. :)

Hit the sack. Later peeps.

Ok..

Sat, 05 May 2007 06:46:32 GMT

Due to much freaking consequences that I am currently under my boredom world..I might as well blog about something to keep myself from dozing off in the midst of the gallows..*creeps*

And hell yeah, yesterday's party was pretty much awesome. Except when everyone was hovering, dominating the billiard tables. Besides that, we were having fun dancing to Super Junior's U and singing offf the madness of our membranes. Yeah, we're the motha fishers if you kindly ask who the hell we are.

So yeah, until 11 something, car pooled with Andrea and I got back home. Left my slippers at her house but I'm just hella lazy to bring it back, I mean..it's so obvious that I'm lazy. Haha...so haha. So i got home, my mother was really worried. I said sorry to her, washed up, hit the sack and sleep.

Today, woke up at around 9 am (Early kan?) wash up and like..did some tv watching. Got a call from Sean. He said he wanna play b-ball like around 3 something. Agreed kan? Haha I love basketball. Called Midori to ask her whether she was free or not. She sounds eager to go but I'm hella thinking she might not be able to go. She didn't really answer, she just said like.."I'll try and see first"

Appropriate or not, dang it.

But whatever it is, I don't give a damn..chatting now and buzzing off sooner..
Considerably..

You know, I never really cried for anyone..but I think I still remember, I last cried for my sister. Maybe recently.

I just really am lost without her support. I know, my type of personality does not reflect on the soft hearted side of me..but hey, no one will ever know another side of someone. I mean, I haven't seen her in like...ages. When she called back, I couldn't stop...weeping. I mean not sobbing and crying like some big crushed baby..those..tears..

Just instantly..fall.

Maybe, I was touched. By how sisterly..*duh* she sounded, her heartlifting voice that I still could not comprehend. The deepest cut was when I parted with her, and the biggest healer was time that brought us back together. We had our bad times in life..but in the end, we were a neverending sisterhood chain that could not be touched or broken by others.

You were always there for me though there are many times I've tried to think that you could have more or less forgotten about me. But your call..that day.

Proves it that, you still remembered and cherished the life we had before..and I REALLLY..miss you.

I love you sis. For a lifetime and for eternity. I don't believe in eternity, but this..it's exceptional.